|Posted by Laura on June 4, 2014 at 2:15 AM|
History repeats itself
And as much as I wanted to forgive and forget, I could only do one.
So I foolishly forgave you and somehow began the string of apologies,
Hoping you would forgive me too.
What for? Well I must have done something wrong, right?
I always do. And I believed you did me a favor by “letting me” back into your life
When really, I was doing that favor for you.
Time and time again I came to you with struggles and troubles
Looking for guidance and only finding judgments.
I paid the price with others’ money and kindness
To save what I thought was a good friend
You may be a good friend, just not a good friend for me.
Whatever compassion, caring, or kindness you have inside,
You let none of it out for me other than on a superficial level.
And now, because a person’s true nature hardly changes,
You have ruined the generosity and trust for anyone else
Who may tread in self-destructive waters and who may actually be grateful
For the help they have received
Categories: Loss Of Friendship